Who You Were Who You are and Who You Will Become

We are constantly changing and evolving

We sometimes get caught up in who we use to be or forget that we will always be going through transitions in our lives.

We should always be paying attention to what season we are in.   Either we was that young lady now we are a women or we will become more than we are now!  We should always be conscious of these changes.  I know when I was younger I was reckless! I really didn't have a care in the world about someone else's feelings! Going through rejection being a daddy's girl and my parents splitting I was left out and I didn't know how to deal with this situation.  Growing up as a young teenager being sexually abused I couldn't cope with these emotions which left me even more hurt and confused.  I built so many walls it was ridiculous but that is how I coped.  I was mean for no reason anything would set me off!  My mother never knew of these things that is why I encourage anyone to share at least with your mother what is going on maybe she could have gotten me help, instead I tried to be strong enough and deal with it myself!  Later in my young adult life again violated sexually so my life is swirling out of control!! I am a young mother no stability in my life what so ever.  My Mother had her on issues.  A divorce, and trying to find love as well and so I didn't have anyone to turn too!  I surrendered my life to Christ at this point!  He could save me from the world but I thought He couldn't save me from me!!

I was so lost still.  Growing up I began to get a real passion for music so music was my escape whether is was dancing or singing.

Then I became this independent women no one was going to hurt me get close to me.  If you treated me bad I would have vengeance in my hands and repay you. ( At least I thought I was)

Then later on through the brokenness I would become a wife.  I was privileged to become my Husbands "good thing" but it wasn't an easy process!  I am learning more and more how to love Christ and love His people.  I am in love with Christ and He sends me my "Boaz" my Redeemer!   I am so thankful for my portion.  Even though I went through some hurtful times I knew God's love for me would overcome all of my issues.  Becoming a women of God called now at this point to be a Minister I have learned another side of me that I never knew existed.  We all have an idea of who we think we are but we have no idea who God says we are.  He will only show you portions of it because it will scare us if we knew it all!

I am still becoming this women of God and I see mighty and great things not only for me but you too! Be encouraged and keep evolving!! KEEP discovering your new you!!